God Got It!

I feel so selfish complaining right now but I have to just for a second. I really hate not being able to drive, I hate depending on others, I hate not being able to get my own shirt on. It all really sucks! As I have said multiple times, I am blessed and I should have no worries! "god got it" -MyLove

Enough of the cry baby complaints. my last few days have been very eventful. I think I last left off on Tuesday, my visit with my PS and got my drains out and all that great stuff. Well Wednesday my mom & brothers left so glad they were here besides the fact that I am used to being in my apartment alone. I had an appointment with my general surgeon, and he agreed that things looked great, and healing is going well. My pathology report was back which is Thea report of breast tissue removed during the surgery is sent to a pathologist. The pathologist is the physician who looks at the tissue under a microscope and determines whether or not the cells contain cancer. So my report was negative for cancer *exhales loudly* but, (there is always a but) it was positive for calcifications. Breast calcifications are small calcium deposits that can be benign (noncancerous) or they can be precancerous. Either way all the tissue is gone now. My general wanted me to go see the pulmonary dr I saw when I was in the ICU because I have still been very out of breath called, made an appointment with him for a few hrs later, felt bad that my coworker Kelley drove me around everywhere, love her! I get there and he wants me to go to the ER UGH! so tired of hospitals, I decided to go to the one I work at (faster service) the moment the ER doc saw my heart rate which was 123's-130's he said he was admitting me! :( I just spent 5 days in the hospital. They wanted to rule out me having a Pulmonary Embolism (PE) which is basically a blood cloth that travels to the lung. I did an EKG, CT Chest Angio, a Chest Xray, and everything was negative! :) so I got to go home. I am trying really hard not to use medical terms and explain them when I do but, it is really hard for me to do.

Overall I am pretty much in a great mood. A little bored out of my mind, that can be fixed by lots of naps, texting, reading others blogs, downloading books on my kindle fire, watching tv, doing homework. lol. I have so many things I could be doing right now and none of them sound good at all I think I am tired but I do not want to go to sleep because I sleep on my side fetal position and right now the only way I can sleep without pain is on my back in the recliner. I guess I will figure something out just wanted to update everyone :) oh & just FYI this is my blog, my spot, and I could care less about my spelling errors or incorrect sentence structure. :) thoughts & prayers!