1st PS visit

So today was my 1st visit to my plastic surgeon (PS). He took out 2 of my 4 JP drains one from each side, it didn't hurt at all, but I did take a percocet and a valium 2 hours before my appointment. I am now also allowed to take a shower, but I have to go straight to his office after to get my dressings changed. So tomorrow morning I WILL shower :) lol. my pain has been controlled pretty well taking just with a percocet every few hours is doing good for me. I go see my general surgeon on thursday. Next week will be my first fill... I ended up with 300cc of saline in my expanders when I woke up. crazy waking up with bigger foobs then the boobs I went in with. They are pretty numb and they feel kinda odd when I touch them but they are cancer free and right now I am loving them, cant wait for the final results. Ugh clothes to wear! so I  live in Arizona and the past few days it has been like 81-84 degrees out! now if it were winter I would just throw on a zip up hoodie and call it a day, but since it is not I need button up shirts, short sleeve. I went to the mall today and in every single store all I can find are plaid shirts, I tried a few on & a feel like a farmer :/ so wth do I do... Frustrating as hell. but I guess I will figure it out. hopefully when I can get out of this weird looking sports bra in a few weeks I can wear better shirts. My other problem is that I cannot lift my arms to put my shirt on so I put on tank tops thru my legs lol, my PS giggled at me today when I was putting my shirt back on. I have to admit it is a little funny. hmmm what else, oh I have been sleeping in my recliner since I got home, It works pretty good for me sometimes I have a hard time getting out of it tho and I have to eject myself out. lol. ohhh the spasms, okay so my implants well expanders are behind my pectoralis major muscle, so that muscle is being stretched, and just like when you run or do any other excersise it spasms, and my right foob spasms so much! I think the spasming is worse than the pain. laughing, yawning, coughing, and sneezing are all very painful. & grabbing the foobs does not help the pain. lol. But as I said before I am BEYOND BLESSED! I just want to say thank you to my best friend in the world Breyanna, for always being here for me throughout this entire situation and beyond. My coworkers, who came to visit Kelley, Beth, Paul, Tara, Jill, Netta, Marisa, I have left out so many names, Carly, Billy, Colbie, the list goes on I am sorry I will put more names throughout my journey, and also to all my friends family and coworkers who have left me lovely comments on FB and through text messages! I love you all dearly! and you all have a place in my heart! I put this kelley clarkson song on this blog, Stronger "what doesn't kill you" for obvious reasons :) Thoughts and Prayers are always welcome!!!! :)