i got this shirt from Kolhs a few weeks ago, it says "love me" on the front in huge letters! when i saw it i knew i needed it. just another positive thing in my life :) i recently got 4 new shirts v-necks, i am very comfortable in them, they look good with the size of my foobs. all of my tops and summer dresses are too small. i also cannot fit my two piece anymore, well the top lol.
this past tuesday i saw my PS to get filled. i am now 495cc on the left and 450cc on the right. i told him that i was pretty happy with the size, he had me stand in the mirror to point out a few things that he will "revise" during my exchange surgery. he also said if i stopped filling now then i may loose about a cup size, i decided to have one more fill which will be on the 24th, then i will be able to schedule my exchange. i am so happy. i feel like it is getting close even though i know i have about 7-10 weeks depending on when they can get me in. these expanders are becoming very annoying, they have always been annoying but it is getting worse. i am still very happy with my choice!
today is day 52 post surgery! seems like it has been longer. friday was my first day back at work i was really nervous, i have been pretty lazy since surgery to say the least. i was excited to see my co workers. they were amazingly helpful to me, i didn't need much help but when i did i asked i didn't want to over do it. 12 hour shifts are hard, especially after not having to be anywhere at a specific time, besides the airport & dr appointments. even though i would love to stay home longer i am glad to be back to work. oh just remembered... when I was getting dressed for work i could not put on my scrub top, i wear grey's anatomy scrubs and they are a little fitted under the boob area, which makes it hard to get on without lots of wiggling. i decided to just wear my long sleeve shirt and get help from my coworker Kelley when i got to work. it took us a couple of different tries but i got it on. thank you Kelley you are indeed a lifesaver, especially since you wore the same color as me yesterday (finally). i was so happy to get off work and get to bed that i did not think about the fact that i would have trouble taking the damn shirt off. i get home, walk the dog and spend and hour, a full hour trying to take the shirt off. i was almost in tears, being stuck is no fun. my mom advised me to just cut it off but i really could not bring myself to doing it. i ended up taking a break and trying one last time & got it off. i will make sure i ask for help before leaving work. its not that they are too small, if you have ever worn scrubs you know you have to arrange your arms a certain way, i don't know it's very hard to explain.
just wanted to update you all!!! happy saturday night!!!
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